Where is my life?

But she did not surrender for long to this huge whirlpool of torn thoughts that the locust clouds passed through on the green tree, leaving it barren and dry. A group of demons gathered against her to lead her into a sea of ??madness. She stood up and started going back and forth in her room, her feet barely landing on the ground, as if she were stepping on the sting of fire. Then she stood in front of her mirror and looked at herself for a long time.